Upcoming Skin Care Videos

So as some of you know, I've started a second channel recently all for skin care,make up and nails. If you're interested in any of those 3 things you can subscribe to my channel here: http://www.youtube.com/gwynstowe1

Unlike a lot of make-up gurus on youtube, I want to focus a lot more on taking proper care of your skin/nails and your health more than actually doing make up. I also put a lot of time and effort into researching all the topics I'm going to cover in my videos because your skin isn't really something you want to mess with. Many girls, especially in teens and early 20's, try a lot of different products on their face and most of the time end up damaging their skin early on and some may even develop "cosmetic acne". It's a lot easier than you'd think to damage your skin no matter what skin type you have and it can take a long time to repair.

Skin care isn't something that can be put in one general video so I've come up withseveral videos to cover things from basic knowledge, skin types, how to create a regimen that may work for you, product reviews and even home remedies and treatments that can be done organically and naturally. The most important thing that you need to remember with skin care is that everyone has different skin! You need to be patient but once you find what works for you then, trust me, all your work will be worth it.

These vlogs and tutorials are for both women AND men so don't be embarrassed to watch or subscribe guys if you have acne! Skin care is very important for everyone and starting early on will pay off big time later in life. So I really hope you enjoy these videos once I start! I'm really excited about making them. Since there will be so many, they will take a long time for all of them to come out. I'll probably only do 1-3 videos per 2 weeks or so and nail/makeup videos in between so it won't be ALL skin care videos. This list is simply for you to know what to expect and to let me know which ones would be most beneficial to you! If you have any requests for videos that aren't on this list please feel free to let me know and I'd be more than happy to add more. Thanks and enjoy!

Disclaimer: I am not a professional or an expert. All the information I provide are from personal experience and/or researched material. I am not sponsored by ANY of the companies/products I mention in my videos and have bought them all with my own money. Nothing was sent to me.

Skin Care Basics/General Info:
- Why Skin Care Is Important
- 4 Steps To Perfect Skin
- Do's&Don'ts: Skin Care
- How To Improve Your Skin From The Inside-out
- How To Determine Your Skin Type

How To Create A Personalized Regimen:
- Normal skin
- Dry skin
- Oily skin
- Combination skin
-Acne-prone skin
- Sensitive skin

Product Reviews:
- The Body Shop: Tea Tree line
- The Body Shop: Seaweed line
- Philosophy: Purity Made Simple and Hope In a Jar
- Clean&Clear Blackhead Eraser
- Proactiv Solution

Home Treatments - All Natural

-Acne-prone Skin:
- refreshing mint facial
- oatmeal&honey mask
- salt-water spray
- orange peel mask
- cucumber&tomato mask

- Acne Scar Treatment:
- lemon juice astringent
- tomato scrub
- olive oil moisturizer
- acne scar mask

- Blackhead Treatment:
- milk&nutmeg wash
- milk&lime wash
- grated potato mask
- sandalwood&rosewater mask

- Oily skin:
- aloe vera mask
- almond&honey scrub
- cornstarch mask
- vinegar toner
- apples&oats mask

- Dry skin:
- banana mask
- grapeseed oil moisture boost
- avacado&lime mask
- citrus moisture mask

- Misc:
- pineapple skin brightening mask
- pimple soother treatments
- cheap, 1-step at home exfoliator

PHEW! I think that's everything for now... haha. Please tell me which ones you would be helpful to you so I know which ones to do first and if you have any requests, also let me know! If you have any questions about skin care or problems you have with your skin feel free to ask me here - it's totally anonymous so you won't feel embarrassed! http://www.formspring.me/gwynzilla

Thanks so much for reading! I know it was a lot. Hope these will be helpful and enjoy!
Gwyn <3

FNL

Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted anything in freaking forever... I'm crap at keeping anything up so I just go on little bursts of a few blogs then dissapear for a while. anyway, this isn't a 'real' blog but I just wanted to inform you guys of a new blog I think you should all check out and follow! Nico made an account calling it FNL moments which means fuck Nico's life moments and I think it's quite entertaining. Basically, every day he posts a blog with his top FNL moment of the day. Go check him out! :D http://nicoomfg.blogspot.com/

Goodbye and Goodnight

This is something that I would normally never, ever do. I'm still not entirely sure why I'm even doing this but it was more of one of those spontanious decisions that you just go and do because you feel at the time you are meant to do it. For once, since I can even remember, I am caring about myself. I mean, I've cared about myself before but it's 100% with this one and I will not stop myself or hold back because of anyone else's feelings. I'm going to get this all out right now thinking of myself and only myself and leaving it for anyone and everyone to see. I'm not sure why you would care anyway but if you do, here it goes. I am so incredibly tired of caring about people who couldn't give two shits about me before themselves. I'm not saying they don't care about me at all but I mean in the way that I come first before themselves. They think about my feelings before theirs and are genuinely considerate and care about me truly. To be honest, I only knew one person in the whole world who I really thought that was true about and that was Nico. He always put me first in his life and in his heart. He made sure I was alright if I seemed upset, if I was crying he would do anything to make me stop and fix things, he would do anything to make me smile and make sure I'm safe and happy no matter how he felt. I truly did not think this was possible for anyone in the world. People are selfish inside, everyone is, but Nico could have fooled me. I really believed that he cared so genuinely about me in this way. It was amazing, it was something I had never had or felt before. I did this for other people out of habit, not always 100% but mostly. For him though, it really was 100% and I believe still is, until now. Now is my time to care only about myself for a moment then go back to normal. I hope you understand this Nico but I just really need to do this. This week has been insanity for me. It's been one of the best and worst weeks of my life all mashed into one. Every day, literally, I have both been in tears and as happy as can be. My relationship seems to have become very bipolar and confused. It's really been worrying me. I really do truly love him and I see him as the one I can spend the rest of my life with but there is this little thought inside the back of my brain where I hide it and it says, "Is it all really worth it?" This is probably the scariest, most deadly thing I have ever faced. It's true, he makes me happier than anyone else in this world and I never want to give him up but I can't help but think at times if all the tears and pain are worth it. Normally I just assure myself that this is love and with love comes awful, horrible pain and suffering and that will keep me going until the next time. We always work it out in the end anyway and resolve our problems but... does that make it okay? Then there was tonight; this one was different. Earlier in an argument he had told me I needed to care about myself more so I did. I thought about what all was happening and how it made me feel and how I was reacting to things and I realized that he wasn't being very fair to me at all. Things had changed. He no longer dropped everything when I was crying, he just carried on with what was happening. Was it because he expected it? Maybe he really just didn't care anymore. And the more and more I thought, I came to an ugly realization: I was no longer the first in his heart anymore - he was. I was a close second, I'm sure, but that isn't the point. He was still the first in mine, I had been doing all I can to try and make him feel better than resolve things and then there was me, being pushed aside. It felt really awful... like there was this empty hole in his heart where I used to fill it but he patched it back on his own and I wasn't needed there anymore. In one last attempt at proving this theory, I told him that it was late and I was upset and just couldn't deal with this anymore and wanted to go and sleep. Knowing him, or at least his old self, he wouldn't care how tired I was or what I had to get up for but he'd make sure of it that I would never leave upset. He'd stay all night to dry my tears and patch me back up again. But this time, it was different. This time he said, "If you want to." I could practically hear my heart start a little crack through it. I told him that he knew I'd always stay with him if he needed me or wanted me he just had to say the word and I'd stay up all night with him if he needed me because he comes first. He replied with, "It's fine. Just go." The small crack just grew bigger and I felt a sharp pain shoot through my chest and cut me like a knife. Warm, fresh tears welled up in my eyes and stung them before falling down my cheeks. It wasn't the type where they trickle down slowly but the kind where they just fall off your face so heavily you hear them hit the ground beneath. Suddenly it seemed like everything grew quiet except for the sounds of my tears plopping down on the pillow, my breath shallow and staggered and my heart beat through my chest and practically pound in my ear drums. I sat for a moment and just left without saying goodbye. I lay down and closed my eyes, tears still streaming down my face and all I could think was, "I've been replaced... he replaced me with himself." I was thinking of all the things I should do. I remembered all of my past relationships and knew that this is the point where nothing truly gets better no matter how hard we try and work on it. Would I have to give him up? Would I have to break up with him? As much as I wanted to try, I knew that it would never work - it never did. I couldn't loose Nico, not him. I just couldn't. Then I got a mass of about 6 or more SMS texts on my phone from his IM. "Maybe he did care," I thought. But this was a time for me. This was one time where I need to put myself first and think about what I want and what is best for me. My first instinct was to ignore him and be the stronger woman. I couldn't do that though, so I replied but I never apologized to anything. I just let him do all the talking. It turned out he was worried about me, he was confused and apparently had thought that I really wanted to leave even though I made it so obvious I just wanted him to tell me to stay. But he wanted to know what was wrong and was worried. The normal Gwyn in me said to just talk with him, things will sort out like always so just tell him how you truly feel. But the Gwyn in me that was caring about myself was saying don't do it, how do you know this won't happen again! You've given too many chances to him, just leave him and in the end you'll be happier! I went against my selfish side and told him that I needed to do something first for myself and then I would come talk to him and explain everything. I didn't say what it was I had to do but assured him I wasn't going to harm myself or do anything stupid. Just something I needed to do. He said alright but I could tell he was still uneasy about it, but he trusted me and let me go. So that's where I am now - writing this. I'm not sure why you're still reading this as it has nothing to do with you, unless you're Nico but I guess it had somehow interested you enough to keep going. For that, I have to thank you. Anyway, on to the moral ending... "Goodbye and Goodnight" is my title for this piece and I'm sure it's not what it had appeared to be to you at first. A lot of you probably saw my depressing MySpace status if you're reading this in my bulletin and thought I was going to make a suicide attempt or something but that is far from the truth. The title is addressing my selfish side. The side I thought I needed to embrace for a change. The side who thought of my needs and only my needs. It was short lived but I must say goodbye to it. I've decided for myself that caring about myself isn't putting myself and my needs first above others like I'd do for them. It's about putting them first but also taking into consideration my own and more so letting them know what they are as well. It's about caring about others but also about myself without being selfish. This may seem obvious to most of you but to me, it's something that I've yet to truly learn and understand until this moment exactly. So if you're still here and read everything up until now, kudos to you. Thank you for sharing this moment with me and letting me be selfish for just a little while. I hope I didn't offend anyone but if I did, I didn't care at the time I wrote it. I just wrote it because it's how I felt at the time and didn't care who knew it. But now, I'm sorry if it did. Anyway, thank you. This has helped me in more ways than you could realize.

Inspiration

Hello, hello, my loves :) 

It's now nine in the morning and  haven't slept at all last night. Yesterday was a very rough, terrible day but not all bad. It certainly had its ups and downs though. I just read through every blog post I've made so far out loud and I gotta say, I'm a little impressed with myself! Someone wrote to me in a comment on my blog from yesterday that they thought I was a good writer and I was like 'what the fuck?' Haha, but honestly! I think I'm actually not half bad. 

So right now I have about 45 minutes until I need to get up off my ass and shower to get ready for my belated mother's day lunch with my mum, aunt and grandma; I chose to write another new blog. After reading all those old posts it seems I've got my inspiration back and ready to write! HUZZAH! 

I was up til about three this morning with Nico, we talked all day. Most of it wasn't good things but in the end, as always, we ended up full of smiles and laughs. I finally convinced him to get to bed at three though which was good. I, on the other hand stayed up til, well, now. I DID try to sleep, I swear! I tried for a whole hour and no luck. So what did I do? I watched all of season one of Skins. Hahahaha! 

It was amazing, I'm totally addicted now! Fuck, I think I may have fallen in love with Mike Bailey, he plays Sid on Skins. I hope Nico won't mind if I leave him for Mike but god... I can't help myself! He's a fucking dumbass but sweet as hell on the inside and god he's a cute one! I can't help it, I love the nerds! 

Hahaha, anyways I thought I'd just share that with you before I go make a massive breakfast so I don't die in the shower this morning. I was thinking about reading my last blog out loud in a video for my youtube but I'm not sure if I should really do it. If you guys saw Meghan's video last week for VlogCandy then you'd understand why but she gave me some big inspiration to share something like that in my life. But at the same time I don't want to seem like I'm trying to get attention or pity. I just think it's a really good blog and I want to share it. Also I want my subscribers to read my blogs but I don't want to just say 'read my blogs!' because I know most of them just won't. I need to give them a reason to and something to make them want to, not just because I told them to. 

So let me know what you think about this! I'm still really iffy about it... but I think I'll try and post links to my blog on my Facebook or something today to get at least someone reading these damn things. 

Love you all!

xoxo

Life Cycles

Life is one continuous circle; everything repeats itself over time. I find myself in similar situations but in a new, exciting way. Each time I try to solve them differently and each time fails some way or another. I sink myself to the bottom so that nothing is left to hurt me, nothing could make things worse but what good is that really? I can stop my own life and try and figure things out, make a barrier for myself and let no one in. But life is ongoing; it continues to move and flow no matter what I do and I realize this. 

A bit over a year ago, someone very close in my life one day decided to leave me and cut me out of their life completely. He was my best friend, like a brother to me. I really cared for him and still do to this day although I haven't spoken to him in a year.  We were always there for each other no matter what. If I needed help in my life, he was always there for me and I was there in times he needed someone. My family isn't very close to me in that way. They don't listen to me or confide in me and when I try and be close they end up ridiculing my life and who I am. He was my family to me, he loved me unconditionally and was there for me always. He wasn't like my real family, of course, but what I believed a family should be like. 

Then one day, I remember it quite clearly, it was on Valentines day of last year. I was at the lowest point of my life so far and a real mess. He said to me that he didn't think it was a good idea to talk to me anymore or spend time with me. He wanted to part from me and be on his own and live his life without me in it. It was heartbreaking for me. Like I was some curse set upon him that was always there and growing and he needed to be free of me. His life would be better without me in it and I really believed that. I thought about it for days and weeks and as the time went by and the more I thought, the more I believed it was true. The more I believed life would be better without me. I was a burden to my family, a burden to my friends; what use was I? If they could be free of me and cut me out of their lives for good I could let them live a happier life. 

At this point I became suicidal. I was terrified and I knew with my condition, I'd do it too. I gathered up anything sharp in my room, my pills, anything at all I could think to use and gave them to my brother and made him swear not to give them back to me. Although I still believed that I could better peoples' lives by cutting me out of them, I didn't want it to come to that. I wanted to change myself and be better, give them a reason to want me in their lives and to live less selfishly. So every day I would stop feeling sorry for myself a little more, every day I would help out my family at home a little more, I got a job and very slowly started to earn back my trust from others. 

Trust is something that you can loose in a matter of seconds but it can take years to gain back, possibly never. It's a year later, I've accomplished a lot, made a lot of positive changes in my life, made many new friends, started youtube and making videos, gained a lot of self-confidence and have someone very special in my life that I think will be here for a while. Life was good, it was great even. I finished school and was really proud of what I had accomplished and what had changed in the past year. 

But then, I reached the end of the cycle and it happened again. I lost someone, again. This time, they didn't even have the decency to tell me why. They just left and cut me out of their life completely. I wasn't nearly as close to them as I was with the last because I hadn't known them for as long but they had a special place in my life and in my heart that is now empty. They were a good friend to me and I felt a special connection with us I didn't get with anyone else. I still don't know why they decided to do this but I really wish I did. It's been a little over 2 weeks now since they last spoke to me and it's honestly been very hard and heartbreaking for me. Don't worry, I'm not going to try and kill myself; I'm better than that now. I'm trying my very best to just live with it and move on because if they feel they need to cut me out of their lives completely they shouldn't be worth my time either, right? I wish it were that simple. 

I won't mention names for privacy reasons but if they happen to read this, they know who they are. And if you do know it's you, this part is written to you and I want you to know this: 

I'm sure you don't see it this way but I see you as a great person, honestly. At first I saw you as a very nice, fun and care-free person but after talking to you more and getting to know you better I saw that was just an exterior. You aren't one to talk about your problems, that's for sure but you damn well better know I'd listen if you did. I really wish you would. You always look so happy and sweet but I always saw this sadness in your eyes. A loneliness that never seemed to fade. It really made me sad sometimes but I knew I couldn't force you to talk about anything and I wouldn't. But I hoped that one day you'd find it in you to trust me and open up. If you think I talked to you because I wanted something from you like a smile, a laugh, to cheer me up, you're very wrong. If you think that than I'm actually very disappointed. I talked to you for you. I liked who you are and I wanted to learn more and know you more. Even if it was a 'bad' quality that I learned, I still accepted it and it made you who you are. That's what I like most about you, is you. I just wish you saw that or saw the same in me. Even now I still like and accept who you are through all this. It's hurt me more than you know but I'll take it and I'll accept it because you have to go through these things for someone you care about. I want you to know that I'm still here, even if you don't want me anymore and I like you for who you are no matter what. I really miss you. 

Know What's Cool?

When people ignore you for just trying to help them. 

:)

(pssst, that's called sarcasm) 

So I Have This Idea...

I've been thinking about this for a while but I still can't decide if I should really go through with it or not. What exactly are you pondering? Well, if you insist, I've recently been contemplating writing a book. More of a personal novel kind of thing but possibly one day it may go public. Who knows. What is it about, you may be asking yourself. Well that I cannot tell you. Why? Well because it's a secret. You may also be wondering why I am forcing questions into your brain and talking all funny. Well I will tell you that, it's because it's 7:45am and I haven't gone to bed yet. But back to the book. Well I can tell you it's a bit about my life. No, it won't be another freaking diary book. The world has had enough of teenage girl diary books. This is a REAL book. Why would people be interested in my life? Well, they probably wouldn't. BUT! I am sure this will be something almost everyone could relate too or at least find amusing to read. We'll see. Anyway, once I get through a fair amount of it, I may post a section of it if you would like. If no one asks me or tells me they would like to read it, then I simply won't post any of it. Simple as that. So there you go, now you all know about my book. Tadaaaa!

Rant?

You know what pisse​s me the fuck off? When peopl​e say they will do somet​hing and they just fucki​ng don'​t.​ I mean,​ I am a very under​stand​ing perso​n.​ Perha​ps too under​stand​ing but that doesn​'​t mean you have to take advan​tage of that!​ If you have a valid​ reaso​n,​ then that'​s okay,​ I can under​stand​ that.​ And sure,​ every​one forge​ts somet​imes.​ But when I know you just fucki​ng don'​t do it, that'​s where​ I draw the line.​

It's the worst​ when I trust​ someo​ne to do said thing​ and they don'​t.​ They say they will and they say they will and I belie​ve them,​ I reall​y do. I sit aroun​d and wait and wait think​ing,​ "Hm, well I trust​ them,​ they'​ll come throu​gh"​ but then I wait and wait some more and 5 hours​ later​ I come to the reali​zatio​n that it's just not going​ to happe​n no matte​r how much I deny it.

I mean,​ I could​ think​ of all the excus​es in the world​ why they might​ not. It makes​ me feel bette​r for a littl​e bit. But in the end, I know it's not true.​ Then I think​,​ "​Maybe​ I just expec​t too much of them"​ and somet​imes it might​ be true but usual​ly I don'​t ask for a lot. Usual​ly I don'​t ask of anyth​ing at all.

So there​ I am, sitti​ng alone​ in my bed cryin​g my littl​e eyes out until​ they'​re all red and puffy​ from so much masca​ra runni​ng into them.​ My pillo​w pract​icall​y dyed black​ from the stain​s.​ The worst​ part is, when they say they'​re sorry​,​ I say, "​It'​s no probl​em,​ reall​y,​ no worri​es"​ and they will be on their​ merry​ littl​e way. In the end, I just don'​t have the heart​ to tell them they hurt me, I don'​t want them to feel bad.

So this rant isn'​t reall​y about​ how I hate peopl​e who say they will do somet​hing and don'​t.​ It's reall​y about​ how I disli​ke how much I hurt mysel​f to risk hurti​ng other​s.​ I hate how I can'​t admit​ I'm hurti​ng.​ But you know what?​ Ironi​cally​,​ I just did. And I feel a littl​e bette​r.​ So reall​y,​ no worri​es.​ I'll be okay.​

I should be sleeping

But once again, I am awake past 4am. WHY!? I have to leave my house for school tomorrow at 8am, dive an hour to class, have class til 6pm, singing rehearsals til who knows how long and then get home probably around 8pm. That's a 12 hour day just for school. 

While I am on the topic of school, I hate to admit it, but I'm starting to loose interest in my program which is a horrible, horrible sign. This happened last year, although a lot earlier in the year, and I failed almost all my classes because I just stopped caring. I have 1 more month until the semester ends, I KNOW I CAN DO IT! But will I? Let's freaking hope so or GWYNZILLA is no more because my parents will probably kill me. 

I'm just hoping they are making this semester really useless and boring to weed out all the people who don't want to be in bad enough then next semester when they've kicked all the people with low marks out, they can start on the real stuff. That is what I am hoping for and it's not a total waste of my money and time like it's been the first 2 months. 

Wow, I'm really sorry for ranting so much but I have had like no sleep and I'm stressed about school, not to make excuses, but I SWEAR to you if I make it through this semester, December will be a VERY happy month. 

Insomnia Test Results

Alright, Chris's insomnia test I decided to try out is FINALLY over! Yaaay :P And I still don't think it helped a whole lot BUT I did get to sleep at a decent time last night! Well, 11. Haha. While WAS originally my goal! Soo I guess it works haha. 

Although I don't recommend it for anyone unless they are experienced non-sleepers... lol. I am but for some reason it was really hard to stay up yesterday! Funny thing is, I'm probably gonna stay up late again tonight because it's Friday.... LOL. I blame everything on Nico... yeah, let's go with that :D 

In other news, I am in class right now and it's pretty useless. It's about 30 minutes into the class and we still haven't done a single thing except attendance. The teacher is STILL trying to set up the video projector system... ahahah. 

Insomnia Cure Test

Okay. So I took Chris's advice about how to try and cure my insomnia by pulling an all nighter and then being able to sleep at a decent time the next day to help get your sleeping schedule back to normal. 

I didn't sleep last night and the day before I woke up at 2:30 in the afternoon. It's 6:30 now, I have been awake for 28 hours and I am ready to die. Lol, seriously. I was doing really good up until school started and we had this really boring lecture and I was honestly passing out. It was horrible, I felt so rude. I was in one of the first rows and we had a guest speaker and I kept falling in and out of sleep and she kept looking at me and I felt bad. I mean she wasn't really that boring, I was just sooo tired and it dragged on so long! It was a 2 hour lecture for god sakes, lol. 

So finally it's around 11 and I get a 10 minute break so what do I do? RUN. Run as fast as my sleep deprived little legs will carry me down to the bookstore to buy a rockstar and a huge ass chocolate bar. It helped for a while which was good, I lasted through the class. 

Driving home was a challenge. But the point is, I survived. I blasted Children of Bodom the whole drive with my windows down, haha! And at one point, a plastic bag flew out my window. 

Ok, so I really hope this test works and it doesn't just mess me up even further. I'll post the results tomorrow!!! :D 

Byeeee everyone!! Love you all :) 

GWYNZILLA

Insomnia FTL :(

I really need to start going to bed before 1. Seriously. Actually, if I could go to bed by 11 that would be amazing. I get tired around 10ish but if I'm up past 11:30 or so, I wake back up and can't sleep til around 3am. 

This is very inconvenient considering most of my classes start at 9... meaning I have to be out of the house by 7:45 if I want to be on time... meaning I have to wake up at 7 OR if I wanna take a shower in the morning, 6:30 BUT everyone has to share a bathroom now since we moved THEREFORE I'm fucked. 

(run on sentences FTW?)

So anyway, I need to somehow find away to make myself sleepy, it's not that I am just staying up late, I just am having trouble getting to sleep. So if anyone out there has some tips on getting to sleep besides like sleeping pills or smashing your head off the wall till you're out cold, let me know in a comment!

Love you all!

GWYNZILLA

Is it really necessary?

Okay, so this is something that I see fairly often and just bothers me. One of those little almost insignificant things that just pokes at you bit by bit each time it happens. What I am talking about is the people who put their name at the end of messages, specifically on Facebook. 

It's reasonable for MySpace or an e-mail because not everyone you are sending your message to might know who you are based on your display name or address. On Facebook, it's different. It has your name on it everywhere so WHY do you need to put it again at the end? I just don't think it's really necessary! 

So you're sitting at your computer and you see 'Matt' wrote on your wall. So you read the message and at the end they put 'Matt'. Do they think you're stupid? Like halfway through the message you forgot who they were. GAH! It just really bothers me! 

Ok, so there is my blog/rant of the day. 

Write your opinions in a comment! And remember, you don't have to have an account to comment =D

Love you all, 

GWYNZILLA

;D haha.

So GWYNZILLA Made A Blogspot, Eh?

Yep, you heard correctly my dearies, I finally did it. I finally got off my ass and made a blogspot account. So now when you're not busy harassing me to make new videos, you can harass me to make blog posts!!! Hah, just kidding. (Kind of >_>) 

Anywayyyys, I don't know how interesting this will be for you, whoever you may be, but I shall try this out and see how it goes. No worries kiddies, I won't try to be funny or entertaining or rant and be all fuck this and fuck that. I will just be myself and if you don't like it then why are you still here? Honestly! GTFO! 

Okay, I think I am done for the night. It's 1am. I will be creative and witty in the morning perhaps.

Goodnight everyoneee!

Love you all!

GWYNZILLA