It's now nine in the morning and haven't slept at all last night. Yesterday was a very rough, terrible day but not all bad. It certainly had its ups and downs though. I just read through every blog post I've made so far out loud and I gotta say, I'm a little impressed with myself! Someone wrote to me in a comment on my blog from yesterday that they thought I was a good writer and I was like 'what the fuck?' Haha, but honestly! I think I'm actually not half bad.
So right now I have about 45 minutes until I need to get up off my ass and shower to get ready for my belated mother's day lunch with my mum, aunt and grandma; I chose to write another new blog. After reading all those old posts it seems I've got my inspiration back and ready to write! HUZZAH!
I was up til about three this morning with Nico, we talked all day. Most of it wasn't good things but in the end, as always, we ended up full of smiles and laughs. I finally convinced him to get to bed at three though which was good. I, on the other hand stayed up til, well, now. I DID try to sleep, I swear! I tried for a whole hour and no luck. So what did I do? I watched all of season one of Skins. Hahahaha!
It was amazing, I'm totally addicted now! Fuck, I think I may have fallen in love with Mike Bailey, he plays Sid on Skins. I hope Nico won't mind if I leave him for Mike but god... I can't help myself! He's a fucking dumbass but sweet as hell on the inside and god he's a cute one! I can't help it, I love the nerds!
Hahaha, anyways I thought I'd just share that with you before I go make a massive breakfast so I don't die in the shower this morning. I was thinking about reading my last blog out loud in a video for my youtube but I'm not sure if I should really do it. If you guys saw Meghan's video last week for VlogCandy then you'd understand why but she gave me some big inspiration to share something like that in my life. But at the same time I don't want to seem like I'm trying to get attention or pity. I just think it's a really good blog and I want to share it. Also I want my subscribers to read my blogs but I don't want to just say 'read my blogs!' because I know most of them just won't. I need to give them a reason to and something to make them want to, not just because I told them to.
So let me know what you think about this! I'm still really iffy about it... but I think I'll try and post links to my blog on my Facebook or something today to get at least someone reading these damn things.
Love you all!
xoxo
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